TE\u015eEKK\u00dcR <\/p>\n\n\n\n
1954 do\u011fumluyum. \u00dcniversite mezunuyum.\nKitab\u0131 kaleme almaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m 2013 senesi Ocak ay\u0131nda 59 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu kitab\u0131n yaz\u0131lmas\u0131nda katk\u0131s\u0131 olan\nherkese te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015fta annem, babam, anneannem ve di\u011fer\nb\u00fcy\u00fcklerim, onlar\u0131n d\u00fcnyaya gelmelerine neden olan, yeti\u015fmelerine yard\u0131mc\u0131 olan\nt\u00fcm ge\u00e7mi\u015fleri; karde\u015fim, e\u015fim, evlatlar\u0131m; dostlar\u0131m, akrabalar\u0131m,\nkom\u015fular\u0131m… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okul \u00f6ncesi ve sonras\u0131 d\u00f6nemimde beni\nyediren, i\u00e7iren, koruyan, masallar anlatan, an\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 tecr\u00fcbelerini payla\u015fan\nherkes; eserlerinden yararland\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm yazarlar, t\u00fcm \u00f6\u011fretmenlerim ve\n\u00f6rneklerim; kahramanlar\u0131m, korktuklar\u0131m, g\u00fcvendiklerim; arkada\u015flar\u0131m,\ndostlar\u0131m, d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131m… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm her \u015fey, da\u011flar, denizler, bitkiler,\nhayvanlar, \u00fclkeler, \u015fehirler, sokaklar, sokaklarda ya\u015fayanlar; <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayallerim, hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131m,\nr\u00fcyalar\u0131m, kabuslar\u0131m, korkular\u0131m; ideallerim, beklediklerim ve\nbeklemediklerim, ac\u0131 tatl\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00fcrprizler; <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zengin\/fakir g\u00f6rebildi\u011fim,\ntan\u0131yabildi\u011fim t\u00fcm insanlar\u2026 melekler, \u015feytanlar, hayvanlar, otlar\u2026 Tad\u0131na\nbakabildi\u011fim\/bakamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015fey, t\u00fcm keyiflerim, t\u00fcm kederlerim; <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit leziz yemekleri yemekten\npatlayacak gibi oldu\u011fum anlar, yar\u0131m ekmek ve bir ye\u015fil biberin ne kadar\nlezzetli, ne kadar doyurucu oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m anlar… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evimin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131… evden uzakta otel\nk\u00f6\u015felerinde kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlardaki yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, garipli\u011fim; varl\u0131k i\u00e7inde\nvarl\u0131k, varl\u0131k i\u00e7inde yokluk, yokluk i\u00e7inde varl\u0131k, yokluk i\u00e7inde yokluk\nd\u00f6nemlerim; <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yalan s\u00f6yleyenler, do\u011fru s\u00f6yleyenler; kand\u0131ranlar, kand\u0131r\u0131lanlar; ekme\u011fini yediklerim, ekme\u011fimi yiyenler; bilerek ya da bilmeyerek eme\u011fimi s\u00f6m\u00fcrenler\/\u00e7alanlar;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00fcm ac\u0131lar\u0131m, t\u00fcm mutluluklar\u0131m, t\u00fcm sevin\u00e7lerim ve \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fclerim, \u00f6zlemlerim, a\u015fklar\u0131m, \u0131st\u0131raplar\u0131m, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m, \u00e7aresizliklerim, pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131m; t\u00fcm g\u00fczellikler, t\u00fcm \u00e7irkinlikler; sahip oldu\u011fum, ya da olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm de\u011ferler; de\u011ferini bilemediklerim, gere\u011finden fazla de\u011fer verdiklerim\u2026 yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ya da ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm f\u0131rsatlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazamad\u0131klar\u0131m, hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131klar\u0131m,\nhat\u0131rlamak istemediklerim\u2026 Yapmam gerekti\u011fi halde yapmad\u0131klar\u0131m-yapamad\u0131klar\u0131m;\nyapmamam gerekti\u011fi halde yapt\u0131klar\u0131m; s\u00f6ylemem gerekti\u011fi halde s\u00f6ylemediklerim-s\u00f6yleyemediklerim,\ns\u00f6ylememem gerekti\u011fi halde s\u00f6ylediklerim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do\u011frular\u0131m, yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131m, iyiliklerim,\nk\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00fcm bunlar ve \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131, her g\u00fcn\nbir\u00e7ok insan\u0131n, insan olabilme \u00e7abas\u0131 i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131radan \u015feyler esas\u0131nda.\nBunlar\u0131, benim g\u00f6z\u00fcmde s\u0131radanl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u00f6zelle\u015ftiren \u015fey ise, hi\u00e7birinin\nbo\u015funa olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etmem oldu… Bir\u00e7ok \u00f6\u011fretmenim olmu\u015f ve her biri bana\n\u00e7ok de\u011ferli dersler vermi\u015f, \u00e7ok \u015feyler kazand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bulundu\u011fum noktaya, sizler sayesinde\ngeldim. Sizlerle beraber ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim, \u00f6\u011frendiklerim,\nhissettiklerim sayesinde. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
TE\u015eEKK\u00dcR 1954 do\u011fumluyum. \u00dcniversite mezunuyum. Kitab\u0131 kaleme almaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m 2013 senesi Ocak ay\u0131nda 59 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Bu kitab\u0131n yaz\u0131lmas\u0131nda katk\u0131s\u0131 olan herkese te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim: [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-913","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/913","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=913"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/913\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1125,"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/913\/revisions\/1125"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dipsiznot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}